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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Attempting to be positive today

I woke up bright and early today, before my alarm even went off. I went ahead and got out of bed so I could get to work early (I was an hour late yesterday, so figured I should be an hour early today). My temperature was down quite a bit, though, so that makes me think that my period is coming. I'm really hoping not, I think I'm only 9dpo, but I'm preparing myself for it just in case.

So I got out of bed feeling pretty bummed out and feeling really sorry for myself. It's so easy to let the "whys" go through your head, and there is just really no reason to think that way. Not everything is easy for everyone...it's life. There are always reasons for the challenges, sometimes we just need to take a step back and relax and try to see it. It's not always obvious, but it's all just making us stronger.

So, after my five-minute pity party I went ahead and got up. I did my makeup and my hair this morning, and I decided on one of my favorite outfits. If I feel like I look good, I feel better. And it's honestly working.

Now I'm going to sit down and write out a to-do list and spend my day getting my work done as opposed to spending my day feeling sorry for myself or obsessing about whether or not I may or may not be pregnant. This crappy attitude needs to stop!

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