and then two maaaaaaybe positive OPKs yesterday (top is 5:30pm, bottom is 8:30pm):
I generally have two positives, and o the day of the second. I was a little worried that yesterday would be o day because we bd'd on Friday, but my CM and CP weren't quite where I wanted them and, since we were on vacation, I didn't have my Preseed. As it was, the OPKs were brought as kind of a "maybe I'll test while we're there...just in case" thing, but I really wasn't expecting to actually see a positive. Yesterday, however, I was obviously fertile. Everything was lining up perfectly, and we got our bd in. I generally see two days of HSO and EWCM, though, so really hoping today is my second day and we can one more "good" session in today at some point.
As far as I can tell, Hazen doesn't know I'm ovulating. He knows it's too early for me (ha!!!). It's best when he doesn't know...he doesn't do stress well. ;)
I'm a little annoyed with myself. I've already convinced myself that this cycle is IT. I mean, I never ovulate this early. Both times I've gotten pregnant, we've been on vacation. I ovulated at the perfect time when we conceived Ian, with almost a week beforehand of not being able to bd. This cycle is just following that pattern. and while I know I shouldn't get my hopes up (again), part of me also can't help but think a little positive thinking can't hurt. Right?
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